finish my first day exam in form6...

today is my first day exam in form 6...
it is my first exam in form 6...
i quite sad and moody today...
because i fail to know how to do...

is very hard course for me...
while form 6 is no assignment...
so it may be the most easier??
i still want to enter university...

which university is suitable for me??
i also dont know yet...
hope i can enter a best university...
that i can take my course...

hope so...........

exam!!!

now i am a form6 student...
i will facing my stpm next year...
and tomorrow will be my first exam in form6...
i feel like i already a long time no exam...

i am fear of exam...
i feel like crying...
i feel like only monthly exam also i will scared...
i feel like very sad scared...

because no one can help me...
even myself also cannot help my ownself...
how i continue my study with feelings like this...
anyone can help??

in form6...
i feel like form6 is not same as others public exam...
more scary then others...
so i need to start my study now...

i should not think about other things...
must make myself full of study stuff only!!!
must not care about other things
that are not really important first compared to study...

but is just this time...
i have to do a lots of things...
like...
school exam...
piano grade6 theory exam...
22th august dance performance...
soka gakkai learning session...
is just like cannot to make me just concentrate on study only...
am i need to stop all that just for study??

i heard people say before...
when we still young...
when teenage time...
we should do a lots...
to make us have all unforgettable memory...
learn everything when teenage...

so..............
what is the conclusion??...
have no idea??...
so................
any suggestions from you all??....
but actually make your life busy is a good thing...
you will never think a lots on something really make you headache...
and your life really will become meaningful...
and so you will learn a lots of things!!!^^
hope i will enjoy my busy life...
so to you all...

busy is really good...
dont sad...
surely will tired...
but must always take care of urself^^


^^yun^^
4th aug 2010
6.37pm

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i am speechless...==

tonight the night was the worst night i have been go on...
i really cannot understand...
whole night is so messy...
mad here and there...
like crazy people...
what a stupid night...
i wont let that kind of thing happen again in my life...
i swear!!!
i dont know why...
i really angry tonight...
i very stress in the event...
i tought that i can not to involve too many inside...
but still have to...
because it is too messy...
i hate it...
then i do what i want to overcome that...

already a lots of things i am stress on...
him...
my study...
maths...
ekonomi...
sejarah...p.a...
dance performance....22nd august...
coming dance rehersal...1st august...
band...
family...
friends...
juniors...
money...
a lots la...
haiz.......
sad...

hope everything will be fine...

everything is really will be fine...
but the time needed is always very l0ng...
why???

can i know why??

...T.T...

aiyoo...

many things happen in my life...

that i am very sick of!!!

i hate all that!!!

hope i can do something to change...

i miss him...

is really missing him too much!!!

until sometimes cannot breath...

but he will not know about it...

nevermind...

i wont be so that stupid anymore...

cause i dont want because of him...

my life broken...

i cannot like that

although i know that is just a while...

but at least i can go on with my life first...

i really hope

really really hope that

i can...

overcome...

it...

maybe it is not easy...

i suffer a lots already bring meaning that...

is not easy...

really...

i know that...

but goodluck to me la...

i learn a lots of things about relationship...

i should thx to him...

i know!!!

hope he will realise...

hope my life will be better!!!^^

alth0ugh im n0 l0nger in ns anym0re...

but i will n0t f0rget all my frens in ns...

i will remember dem f0rever in my life...

especially shu jeng..fui tyng and soik bing^^

shu jeng had acc0mpany me 2 m0nths ++

we oways 2gthr...can say dat she is my closest frens and syz^^

fui tyng is my eldest syzter...

she same d0rm v me...

after ley moi g0 out of klcc...

in my d0rm left me n fui tyng...my syz

we oways take care of each other...

dat day wen im sick in d0rm...

she at there to0...

we talk a l0ts ab-ut ourselve...

dats a happy mem0ry between me n she...

bc0z of her i f0und dat SDO is a bez game^^

ab0ut s0ik bing^^

she is a fam0us girl in my camp^^

l0ve t0 be v her...

she is a great fren ever^^

i same c0mpany v her...

she oways will take care of me...

feel wana say th0usand of thanks t0 dis 3 pe0ple^^

h0pe dey can c0me kuantan oways^^

s0 dat i w0nt to0 misssz dem^^

^^yun^^

11.49pm

26th june 2010

T.T

i n0e i stil g0t 3 weeks ny in camp...
but i stil feel very sad a...
i dun0e y...
i cann0t c his pm writing stuff lik dat...
i feel lik i very damn sad+sad again...
damn sad le...
but i can d0 n0ting ony...
i dun wan t0 tink ab0ut him le...
actually n0 use t0 tink ab0ut him ryte...
hmm........
hard t0 n0t t0 tink lo0...
i h0pe i will start bz wen im in camp later...
until i c0me out camp...
i h0pe i will bz 24 h0urs!!!^^
i muz chay0k in my study!!!
everyone telling me dat f0rm6 was very hard...
but nvmnd...
dat is my ch0ice...
i should take it as challenge...
den overc0me it...
until i make my dream c0me true!!!^^
i actually wana thank t0 this bl0g...
i express a l0ts in here...i feel better wen i write here...
although n0 ppl will c0me and c wat i write...
i juz wana express my sad feeling in here...
i h0pe i will be better...
and h0pe i can be better fr0m n0w til ever...
chay0k o0...^^
admired him as an id0l...
en0ugh and dun tink to0 much le...
+u+u...gambateh^^
2day i back t0 camp le...
byebye bl0g f0r 3 weeks^^


^^yun^^
13th may 2010
12.40pm