...

does not like title

still got 6 more days

i start school

brain very tired

thinking a lots of things

suddenly think back yesterday party

the p.a system at there really terrible

actually hoping something

but doesn't happen

i quite sad

but don't know why

i still feel okay

maybe i may be sometime

love him too much

but now maybe i had put it down

maybe i am okay right now

no matter how

i hope i really okay

until forever

i hope when i saw him

i am great

i am happy

because have a friend like him

good friend

maybe best friend

hoping to have someone

more better than him

for sure

after my Uni life

sometimes really have a feeling

just want to have one right now

because the people around me

are all couple

such a jealous??

haha

but nevermind

is okay right now for me

because i believe

i will have one

the best one

for me

in my future

sometimes

somethings

really need time to fade away

i hope my friends

that have the same problems with me

will learn to put it down

maybe is hard

i think is really hard

want to make your own

to put it down

but is possible

time to have a rest

bye bye blog

^^yun^^

失戀無罪

happy?

today i get to go my ex band's party

is quite a happy

maybe

i just hope that tonight

i wont regret of anything

because sometimes

i am too busy

or maybe too tense for now

always will think of everything

make myself really want to relax

so for sure

hope that tonight i definately hope to be better

sometimes when i have a lots want to write here

but

i am not in front of this computer

so for sure

i will forget what i want to write

hmm

quite feeling not good

haha

because i cant write out

sometimes i does not want to

i hope what i want i can get it

with my own

is too happy if really does

is all i want to write here

still got one more weeks

open school

i really feel like not enough

holidays for me yet

because is too busy in this holidays

is not like a holidays

like a

busy

just too busy for everything

hope i will be more mature

on the coming 2011 year

i really hope so

^^yun^^

3 days...

busy

very busy

brain got a lots of problems

turning around and around

want to start school already

but all the problems seems like

much more than when i am working

when i am holidays

i very scare with start school

i scare facing all the subjects

i scare facing all the teacher

i scare to facing exam

i scare to facing STPM

i scare for everything

that will soon happen after start school

why do i need these

i quite a fed up

yesterday have a dance practices at PCC

feel like not in mood

not in the mood of dancing

or maybe doing anything

but

i still need to go

i still need to

because start from next year

i need to help all

in valiant spring

today go out with them

to buy performance shirt

is quite okay

when we having our lunch

we talk a lots about them

they grow a lots

they already know how to think

big girls

but

i quite a sad to hear that

because i am not grown

i feel like i still very childish

dont know why

i still hard to change myself

maybe i even not changing anything like them

maybe i just a bad girl

is not fit to be their senior

quite a

sad

really moody everyday

hope i will be better

hope tomorrow the party also i can attend

i really hope so

now my heart really dont know

is it i am still

i dont know

i hope i will have it

i just too tired

i need rest

sleep mood....T.+

^^yun^^

timeless

no time to blogging

today some more blogging in c c

haha

yesterday go jerantut

this morning 2am only back home

such a tiring day

today quite happy

because just now at school

see my juniors

they can blow well

feel like crying

is really happy

see their progress this year

keep it on

surely can achieve great achievement

i will deeply pray for that

hope they will do their best for everything

marching band is my life

love it

wont forget those sweet moment together

this coming monday going my junior organize party

hope it will be awesome

love it

hope to get surprise too^^

^^yun^^

just finish...

happy to reach home

because tired

hihi

at last can really rest

although many place i cant go

klwmbc final

kl battle ground

perak concert

bla bla blaa.....

but have a good experience at there

Student Division Camp have a great success

happy to be with everyone

hope everyone that attend the camp

will learnt something

all the committee is very hardworking

to prepare everything

on 17th go PCC

sleep there

haha

is just like not sleeping

because is on the 18th dec 4.30++am only sleep

haha

is really not enough sleep

but still can be fresh for everything

2 more weeks open school already

hope will be more attention on study too

i really miss my band life

but after i study

i will continue my life with band

haha

my dream

must get it

gambateh

chayok

^^yun^^

KLWMBC 2010 Division I Grand Final- Northeastern Technology Drum & Bugle...

no title

today also nothing to do

tonight need to go pcc there overnight

i will blogging after sunday

hope the Student Division Camp can success

must be

everyone that attend the camp

will have a great heart

no problems that cannot be overcome

chanting

do everything

really hope that everything will be okay

i am scare

of everything coming

hope the learning session

by me and siew ling will be success

hope the performance

by me chin hui and pei bei

also will be success

of cause

everyone that attend

must be happily positively

must dialouge

good luck for every committee

everything be done by us

surely will get good result

bye bye blog for three days

^^yun^^

b u s y ? ?

busy??

is always asking this to myself

if i really busy will i bored?

i wont

but now i bored until can blogging

i really dont know what to do

talk back the same thing here

share things out??

i share something in my heart now

haha

many people in this world

will not satisfy with what they have

they will not appreciate their parents

their grandparents

their sisters brothers

their friends

their things

always will argue about everything

this not enough

that i dont want

until when only people will appreciate??

is it really hard to appreciate things??

actually this is the normal people mind now

24 hours thinking selfish

not even want to think about others

how others that dont have their parents??

dont have sisters brothers

dont have friends

dont have foods??

advices are always easily to say

hard to do

must action after talking

sharing until here...

^^yun^^

how are you??

today knowing my d.m junior

get hurt until bleeding

cant continue practicing

quite worry about her

hope she is fine

hope the wound will recover faster

everything will be fine

i just hope that you are okay fine then is okay

^^yun^^

http://www.ikedaquotes.org/prayer.html

today meeting again

nearly every night need to go pcc

tired

really tired

this coming saturday SD camp was coming

but my stuff not yet ready

very nervous actually

more tense now

a lots of things haven't finish yet

some more want to start school

really 24 hours a day not enough

can i have more time??

really sleepy everyday

haiz

still thinking want to stop work or not

very dont know what to do

next year kl host a world bands championship

hope can go

must go

i hope must got that chance

hope it will postpone until end of next year

only the competition start

need advices on my decision

good luck for all KLWMBC participants

^^yun^^

boring

what should i do

i am too too too bored at here

haha

but if i got work to do

i very fan

now i dont know want stop working or not

i still thinking

i got my homework i not yet finish

but if i work i cant do my homework

if i am not working

i need money

where should i get??

is in dilemma

haiz....

someone give some advices....

confusing.............

hope to watch klwmbc 2010

but at last also i dint go

quite a regret

haha

never mind

next year after my stpm i want to go

must go

haha

always thinking nothing to do

i will like to blogging

hmm

everytime blogging is just like chit chat

with someone

although blog will not chat back

at least no any bad comment

haha

a place for me to release a bit

that is my blog

will be more active in blogging after this

^^yun^^

我寂寞寂寞就好...T.+

我 寂寞寂寞就好

这时候 谁都 别来 安慰拥抱

就让我一个人去痛到受不了

想到 快疯掉

死不了 就还好

我 寂寞寂寞就好

你真的 不用来我回忆里 微笑

我就不相信 我会笨到 忘不了

赖着 不放开

人本来就寂寞的

借来的 都该还掉

nice song...

sad feeling...

today really have quite lots of work to do...

tiring...

today meeting really dont know how to do...

this coming saturday already camp...

now also not fully prepare it yet...

a bit tense...

haiz bloggy...

tell me what to do can??

tomorrow working...

night time piano performance's practice...

but today have a great outing with seniors...

she told me many things...

about music course...

about USM...

going or not??

dont know

still in questioning....

hope can get a great answer...

for my own future good...

tomorrow start klwmbc

T.T

cant watch the competition...

i next year must go...

after my STPM

gambateh!!

^^yun^^

Hebe田馥甄-《寂寞寂寞就好》MV (清晰)

totally...

today is really a very tiring day...

morning got exam...

hard to handle that exam...

is one and a half hour for the paper...

but i half an hour already finish it...

aiyooo...

i think ........a bit speechless

haha

but hope i will pass the paper...

^^

after exam i got dancing practice before rehearsal...

we dance together...

our leg also pain together...

haha

really tired...

but our lunch only bread

haha

funny

=.=

when we rehearsal

everyone was nervous

cold

does not want to done wrong

because scared

this year countdown performance from us

also have many problems

gym there...

chinese dance there...

i always think

the most important thing is to take care of ourself

^^

after the rehearsal

started to exhausted

haha

but also going on

because my kl auntie come kuantan

she ask us to dinner with her

then after came home

have a bath

then go out for dinner dy

many conversation with my aunt

haha

happy to have those happy moment together

hope to have more

^^

then after that still have to practice

piano for the performance in SD camp

haha

very tired le...

but never mind

we are still young

everything every problems

must know how to handle by us when still young

i cried today

felt stupid also not feeling well

because of cant go eat ikan bakar with them

and also i feel sorry to my mum too

because she accompany me at home

so she cant join them

i really love my mum forever

but after that comfort myself with some advices

hope to be better

sometimes other people is more busy than us

they does not cry before for that

is just a small matter

so i dint cry after that......

but at last i get to join them after the practice

happy^^

must thanks ^^

^^

i will always forever miss ...

hope he was healthy and happy always^^

tomorrow start working again

hope have many things to do...

haha

dont worry...^^

be happy^^

^^yun^^

about you^^

funny

smile

fever

chance

busy

bitter

sweet?

cracks

caring

serious

give up

put down

study

spectacle

leader

summer

winter

crush

band

dreaming

confused

sad

lolz'''

crying

miss

love

competition

feeling

happy

appreciate

wishes

hope

sorry

broken

angry

exhausted

crazy

cold

red

tall

waiting

satisfaction

loving

good

far

maths

smart

helping

kind

nice

bad??

imy

ily

forever^^

^^yun^^

王力宏-08.需要人陪KTV（十八般武艺专辑全碟试听）Romanization

haiz aiz...

i really sleepy...

working like not working...

is very hard to stay...

many things need to do...

pack timetable...

really exhausted sometimes...

but what to do...

haiz.....

i tell mumy yesterday about that...

seems like not really have a positive answer...

dont know how....

really need time...

hope everything will be fine^^

first day work whole day...haha

today is my first day to work whole day...

after my daily tuition classes...

i maybe can have a good rest but i still need to work...

for me and my future benefits...

today quite boring...

because i have nothing to do at there...

really feel like want to quit from work there...

but i need the job by now...

this school break is just like a normal school life...

sometimes is just more busy than that...

but this kind of life i have to get used to it...

because next time when i am working or studying...

is really can help a lots...

but the thing i scare is...

when got time...

i will think a lots of things...

lots of things that can make me sad...

haiz.....

be strong girl...

this advice will always in my mind...

hope so too...

today wish that tomorrow will be better...

i want to ask tomorrow...

hope that the answer was positive...

i must be can join back...

for sure!!

helping my beloved band is the important thing...^^♥

n.n

hear back some song...

i miss so much of things...

especially............

band................!!! ♥

i miss a lots a lots....

thinking want to join back....

but a lots of problems...

next year......2011

i have stpm exam....

important exam!!

can i join band??

next year.......

i need to incharge valiant spring...

important group...

can i join band??

next year...

i may be have piano practical exam...

important exam......

can i join band?????

is a lots a lots of question marks........

asking myself...

always..........

many problems????

but sometimes

there are many people have more problems than me...

but i still thinking....

why should i have these....problems???

for me??

for what??

is really difficult to let yourself...

not to involve...

in everything...

i cannot understand....

but i need to understand...

because life should goes on...

no matter what happen...

there are the solutions...

positive is the important things...

always be strong and must be can convince it...

believe it...

believe to myself...

i love you...

always cannot be negative girl...

goodluck^^

♥ my blog...

because every times i come here....

write down....

also can really can encourage me....

must remember....

you are the best^^♥

just updated^^

this is my december first blogging....

hahaz...

long time...

my blog just like my diari...

sometimes hope that just me alone will see it...

but dont know why is just........

i miss him also...

until today...

never forget before...

sometimes does not want to think...

just hope the busy life goes on...

goodluck in everything...

next year...

i still in confuse about that...

join or not??

help or not??

want to decide...

also need to decide faster!!

hope i can help it...

wish to go party band this year too...

sometimes will imagine too much...

in my heart always hoping...

hope that he will come...

maybe just can see only also nevermind...

but hope i will just be the best friend...

such a short one...

because want to go to bed le...

goodnight blog

goodnight XXX

night^^♥

^^yun^^