exam!!!

now i am a form6 student...
i will facing my stpm next year...
and tomorrow will be my first exam in form6...
i feel like i already a long time no exam...

i am fear of exam...
i feel like crying...
i feel like only monthly exam also i will scared...
i feel like very sad scared...

because no one can help me...
even myself also cannot help my ownself...
how i continue my study with feelings like this...
anyone can help??

in form6...
i feel like form6 is not same as others public exam...
more scary then others...
so i need to start my study now...

i should not think about other things...
must make myself full of study stuff only!!!
must not care about other things
that are not really important first compared to study...

but is just this time...
i have to do a lots of things...
like...
school exam...
piano grade6 theory exam...
22th august dance performance...
soka gakkai learning session...
is just like cannot to make me just concentrate on study only...
am i need to stop all that just for study??

i heard people say before...
when we still young...
when teenage time...
we should do a lots...
to make us have all unforgettable memory...
learn everything when teenage...

so..............
what is the conclusion??...
have no idea??...
so................
any suggestions from you all??....
but actually make your life busy is a good thing...
you will never think a lots on something really make you headache...
and your life really will become meaningful...
and so you will learn a lots of things!!!^^
hope i will enjoy my busy life...
so to you all...

busy is really good...
dont sad...
surely will tired...
but must always take care of urself^^


^^yun^^
4th aug 2010
6.37pm