我不知道会不会。。。。。

很生气！！！
不知道为什么每一次都是自己
XXXX
很讨厌！！
到现在
我真的很讨厌他们吗？
我不懂了
怎么办？
我真的不知道我会不会。。。
当然不想啦
也很希望不会啦！！！
从头到尾
都是在相信你会帮我
可是事实上
我就怎样都必须自己面对！
原来你还是帮不上忙吧
所以还是算了
自己加油点了
希望用自己的方式去面对吧
不会再相信承诺
因为承诺是不可靠的！！！！！！！
千千万万要记得！！！！
不要再后悔
因为我只会觉得自己很傻
傻得连自己都觉得自己笨！！！
有点死掉算了的感觉！！！

i thought i can...........

i thought i can be strong
just like what i want to
i really have those crazy bad ideas before
but then i cant do it
i just dont want to face it alone
but then i doing right now
just now she told me that sentence really cant believe
i dont know
just want to have a sure of that
but then
i become more scared than what i was before
i meet him just now
he talk to his ...
just a while
but then i start to sad
what for
why should i be like that?
i thought i really can
just love him a while
not long
but..........
i just wrong maybe
i also
need to face it alone
hope my one come to my life faster then
haiz.....
i just want to cry
now....
hope i wont!!
broken heart

Olivia - Ready For Love (官方版MV)