i really very happy^^!!!!

although
maybe
is a stupid thing i did
but i feel very happy
because at last i told out everything
i feel
what i feel to him
and so the positive action
very funny actually
because i just cant be together with him forever
but he say he will help me
to overcome
im not alone
feeling great when facing such problem
actually a little bit funny la
because the person i love
will face and overcome the problem together
with me
so so good
dont know what to say
maybe i still will have sad time
while seeing them together
but i sure i can make it
gambateh
hihi^^
gayao bah
face him as my beloved brother!!!!!
i love you^^<3

u asked that....

everytime when im moody
you will started to ask
a lots of thing or questions maybe
but just want to say that
im confused
i still confuse and im tired
of thinking everytime the same thing
i maybe still in love with him
but i need to forget that
because that is not the right one
i know
i know
but you came
you become too good with me
like i cant accept that
you are so good to me
i cant be like that
i will feel like im in love again
just like crazy
but then you are not the one also
what should i do?
i just need to go far far away from you
your girl is the one
she always with you
beside you
i cant even go near you!!!
because i sometime
cant even
control what i should do
i seeking help from other people
no one can help me
you always ask why am i moody
i just can tell you
i miss someone
"thats you" is always just in my heart
and you will never know
i just wish i can cry
everytime this kind of situation
also i cant cry out
what is the reason?
im not suffer enough yet?
i just
hate
myself
too
much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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><
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T.T
T.T
T.T

dying...half dead

just dont know why
i cant be close with anyone
just will fall in love easily
just like what say in my pieces
im easily faaling in love and now feeling half dead

just heard the song sang
"what goes around, comes back around..."
just exactly what i feel now
goes someone
maybe still in the heart
but now come one more hurt
i just dont know why am i so stupid
until now im the one who still suffering
but i swear i will find the most suitable for me
i cant see the sweetness in front of you both
you make me felt so sour
bitter
i dont know how to explain
the feeling is really make people want to
slap everyone
suddenly
i hate myself the most in this time!!!!
i hate you!!!

原来当我要list的时候。。。

原来我还爱很多人！
my
papa
mama
sister
brother

two grandma
uncles
cousins
aunties

valiant spring members
boon
ann
yongyi
peiyi
siewling
peipei
+
new members!!

haha
sisterssss
eva
jiji
jy
gp
xh
sy
cy
cyn
all hy

i really love you all
because when im thinking that is not too hard
to love the one that loved us
more than us
i wish many things could happen
quite happy day^^

鐘無艷

鍾無艷

主唱：謝安琪
作曲：Christopher Chak
填詞：林夕

歌詞

其實我怕你總誇獎高估我堅忍
其實更怕你只懂得欣賞我品行
無人及我用字絕重拾了你信心
無人問我可甘心演這偉大化身
其實我想間中崩潰脆弱如戀人
誰在你兩臂中低得不需要身份

＊無奈被你識穿這個念頭　得到好處的你
明示不想失去絕世好友

沒有得你的允許　我都會愛下去
互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去
我痛恨成熟到　不要你望著我流淚
但漂亮笑下去　彷彿冬天飲雪水
被你一貫的讚許　卻不配愛下去
在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
我甘於當副車　也是快樂著唏噓
彼此這麼了解　難怪註定似兄妹一對

其實我怕你的好感基於我修養
其實最怕你的私心虧准我體諒
無人問我寂寞像投何處去養傷
原來是我的心境高到變為偶像
誰情願照耀著別人就如月亮　
為奴婢為你備飯奉茶是殘忍真相

REPEAT＊

讓我決定我的快樂
那須得你的允許　我都會愛下去
互相祝福心軟之際或者準我吻下去
我痛恨成熟到　不要你望著我流淚
但漂亮笑下去　彷彿冬天飲雪水
被你一貫的讚許　無須裝說下去
在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
我甘於當副車　卻沒法撞入堡壘
彼此這麼了解　難怪註定似兄妹一對

你的他怎允許　結伴觀賞雪的淚
永不開封的汽水　讓我抱在懷內吻下去

i really love you or just admired?

long time didnt post anything in blog
i miss the person i miss
i love the person i love
now one more in my life
just like something hard to be defined
why my life full of these kind of people
i love you
but you dont
both?
or we will always can be friends only?
more than that?
brother!!
fine
im okay to have that
i should felt happy more than anyone elsa
you called me
you sick
but 2++ hours
non stop
i felt in love
just me know about all these kind feeling
no one know
how was that
how could i felt that way?
i was happy once
when i know something bad happen in them
but i just ignore it
and help them on
because i realise
when i love someone
doesnt mean i should have it
i just need to pray for the happiness
face by them
all people i felt happy to
i will pray for them
so these two wont be missed
hope so i will found my correct person
after this...
two is enough!!