todAy...........................................

today i go school.....
for some meeting here and there.......
and i saw something sad maybe.......
i dont know that why i am quite sad.....
maybe because of something too much to happen...
in my life...i so sad to see it....but......
is really had to face it......

maybe next year is a good start......
i still dont know yet............
that what should i do...but.........
actually i am waiting for my NS.....
haha.....maybe after NS i am free!!!
i actually not really like to go...
but.....cannot do anything yaa....
is hard to let me face it.....
i cry when i know that i get....
but now maybe okay already i think laa...

next...i need to face SPM!!!!!!!!!!!
is hard to me...i think.............
but.............need to face!!!!!!!!!
nevermind!!!!!!!!!!.....chayok!!!!!!!!
but why???...when i started to think for SPM...
but still had others stuff in my mind.....
here and there......huuhuuu.................
sad sad very sad laaaa.........how?????????????
today a bit happy....a bit sad.....and........
a bit of tired..........haha.........

today i know that maybe 'ee' not really had to leave...
happy for that a bit...cause also not yet confirmed that....
if next year 'ee' come....i will definately will go back support!!
haha....happy.....and something sad???.....not really wana tell...
cause later will be more sad....but...i think that i still wana write...
something about myself a bit....in my section....maybe somebody leaving in the section had made some sad memory before i leaved...........
but anything also we must face it...maybe someone is still small...
but in this big group...she had to learn to face it.......
i hope she really can be more independant...more understanding!!!

today until here........................







-yunz92-

tension coming from SPM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am a form 5 student this year...
need to face SPM this year...
is could be hard for me but i still need to face it...
i hope that i can do my best for it!!!
i also hope that my friends all can score good result in it...
good luck n chayok!!!


something still in my mind but not SPM......
is hard to leave a group that we had loved long...
mgssmb......my big band group......
since i form 1 im there...til now i had retired...
is quite sad to leave...will not use to it...
and......im quite worry about all my juniors!!!
but actually......................................
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what can i do.......or maybe help????????????
i dont know...seriusly i dont know................

and someone in my life...wana leave now......
is hurt......but need to face it......
dont know why......wana let him stay....
but is always cant.......i feel sad.......

my future....is what yaa....
not i never think about it...
but is hard to think about it...
should i think now??
but there are many people tell me...
better concentrate to SPM first...
but...there are also people says that...
u need to think about it now!!!...
ooowwwhhhhhhh........................
tension!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is my first post........
dont know why....think that wana post a long one...
because i think that i will have no time for this...
i hope who see this...can leave your first comment...
to tell me that what should i do or correct it in this blog...
thanks......................................................