一公升的眼淚MV

错的人-萧亚轩

did i study?????

what are my feeling now?
is just like stressing here and there
i very tension la please
i just dont know what im tensioning
and stress about
is just exam...
but this is not the same as what i had before
i think
is extra ordinary tense
exam
what should i do to make myself to study harder?
nothing
even myself la
i was become very emotional these days
with my sisters leaving to Uni
then what should i do alone
i cant stress myself
i not even know how i should face my life without my sister
i will miss her badly
she advice me a lots
help me a lots
a perfect sister bah
but what should i do to study
at least get a result that she could be proud with
or my parent should be proud with
or at least can enter Uni or else
my life is nothing la
why i should blog out all these things
is it wasting my time?
i doesnt want to study
and wasting my time of doing all these bloggy here
what the fish im doing here...
quite moody
sudden cry
sudden laugh
sudden crazy
sudden lazy
sudden angry
sudden bored
sundden sudden
i so crazy about all the EXAM
welcome to the deep heart of my life
cant i become more ......
i dont know
today really think a lots bah for my future tough
but i just want to know why am i so so so moody
until i cant control all my feelings??
is just too crazy to talk about
the sushi all nice today
love heiwa sushi
because is delicious
so suddenly huhh?
i also dont know
be normal a bit la TYY!!
as normal as before
but
after exam bah
will become as normal as before geh
dont worry be happy after exam
be crazy for another 3 months to finish^^
gambateh gam ba teh!hehehehehe :'(

red?

make me think about you again?
i just want to stop myself
from anything that you can make me feel emo
i really like emo?
hate emo?
or what?
you have the power that can make me
always in a emo thinking?
why should it be like that?
i also dont know
but what to do

this blog really a place that i can be the most emo
haha
maybe the followers will be emo too
and sorry first la
haha
yesterday go sing karaoke with my friends
nope
is sisters!!
valiant spring's sisters
and brothers...haha
(forget got boys tim)
haha
we are singing and singing
all the EMO-ing songs
haha
people not emo also become emo jor
hahaha
quite pity those
haha
there are people in and out the k box
but not me
because
i like to sing
wakakakaka
this post not emo le bah

but sing all the songs are emo
make me think about you AGAIN?
what la
why should all be like this?
just hope tomorrow will be a better day
hahaha
hope not so EMO-ing after this
and hope many people will understand me better
can?
no?
nevermind...
i nothing geh!!!!haha
i think i crazy jor...
maybe is fever dy
STPM welcome to my life!!
deeper deeper fever!!haha

马嘉轩 - 《I'm Okay》 官方MV

请你不要让我爱上你，好吗？

其实那天的事
好好奇
为什么会怕怕的啊？
难道我喜欢他吗？
为什么啊
这是不可能的事！
他可说是。。。。
haiz.....
怎么办呢？

那天的事
我真的好想哭哦
顶不顺啦！
为什么你都不在
我真的喜欢你吗？
爱你吗？
我不懂啊！
你真的让我好烦恼哦！

一波未平一波又起
真的快疯了
可是怎么办？
到最后还是要面对吧！
haiz...
只能怪自己为什么当初要爱上你了
可能你也不想吧！
但是为什么时间好像没有淡化一切？

sensei
您年纪也大了吧！
好伤心的画面
昨天您用了心去弹奏
我听了
好想哭的感觉
是因为心里感到 对不起吧
我不是个好的青年部
我让您失望吧！

因为好多东西需要做
可是都不可以给借口吧
希望我真的可以不要再这样了
辛苦也是自己吧！
加油吧燕云！！
我行吗？
一定！！
继续往前冲！！！！
胜利报告等着我了！！

已经成了习惯。。。

今天看了些东西
想了好久
昨天开了会
想了好久
今天跳了舞
想了好久
去外婆家的时候
想了好久

我真的想了好久
其实
原来
我才发觉
爱一个不喜欢自己的人
真的真的
好辛苦吧

我真以为能够喜欢他
是一件好事
原来不是
其实是一件不好的事

刚刚所说的
今天看过的东西
都让我想起你！！
好生气哦！！
可是怎么办
我就是不行吧
应该是这样吧

里面说着
“不要管他就行了”
“我也不想管啊” “可是看到学生穿校服”
“听到我们在一起的时候听的歌”
“看到来往的车子”
“我不可以不去管吧”
............

我真的会这样下去吗？
到几时呢？
到我离开这里
还是这样吗？
还是会掉泪吗？
太软弱了吧？
我还要加油继续我的前途吧！
我答应了自己不再爱你了
我不想，我原来也是不行吧！
怎么办呢？
你就是无动于衷
加油吧！！

原来我不可以...

其实在前几天
想清楚了
决定
终于决定了
要放弃，要放弃你了

原来要放弃
真的很不容易啊！
还是会要无时无刻都再写你的名
还是会不小心的看到关于你的一切
真是心痛死了

今天在车里
突然播了一首让我极度伤心的歌
because of YOU!!
T.T
要哭了，真的
好辛苦哦！！

我心已决
哈哈
好像不大可能发生的事情
还是别想太多了
加油吧！！