why every time i will feel the heart pain???????
i fed up lawhat i can do????
should i think again...but please la
dont want also go and think about him la...
but why i still will heart pain????
very pain did u know????
every time heart pain until i cannot breath...
i will die 1 day if i continue like this!!!!!
anyone can tell me????
i ask this question so many times already...
but not even 1 of my friends can really help me??
why?????
why should i have this kind of feeling??
i hate love??
i hate laa.....
what i can do to make me feel better??
i really dont know...
every time i tell my friend about my stupid feeling...
they talk to me and i feel better...
but why i just feel better for a while only????
i want forever in my life i feel better!!!!
if can...
want me to forgetor not even no who i love is the best...
maybe can give me some accidents??
let me forget everything that had make me suffer....
i love u????
what a stupid stupid feeling!!!!!
i dont love you ok????
but why i say that sentence i will heart pain??
why?????????
i dont want like this la...
i really want to hate you...
if not hate also nevermind la...
just friend la..
but why i cannot??
i also dont understand myself already.....
every time when i'm stop thinking about u...
i very happy...
i can smile whole day...
u....
i want u remember in your whole life...
i hate u...
i hate myself more!!!!
i cannot really say
i love u....
i hate u...
my heart very pain did u know??
is real pain...
like just now i mention until cannot even breath...
hye.............what i can do a?????
Monday, March 1, 2010
Because Of You.......
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hardI've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cryIn the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
^^yun^^love u all!!..!!
1.59am
14th feb 2010
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hardI've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cryIn the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
^^yun^^love u all!!..!!
1.59am
14th feb 2010
Don’t Cry For Him Anymore...
You sure tired because already walk long
He wrong not suppose for you to overcome
Leaving him is good but then very sad is okay
He actually not that perfect
Far a bit you will know the truth
Leaving him not equal your world will be bad
Maybe after that you still can fly
Don’t cry for him anymore
Don’t let him to control your sad feeling
When ever have a little bit of silliness and regret
Also don’t be too sad
He not worth your tears
Let all the regrets stay at the raining road side
You chase in a lost journey before this
Next time drunks for own self
Every love also very precious
His good you just put it in your heart
Remember there is a person
Who make you heart break
You smile can lights up the dark
No other thing is more beauty than yours
How many years after that think back him still have some feeling
Then in that time you will be nothing
Don’t cry for him anymore
Don’t let him to control your sad feeling
When ever have a little bit of silliness and regret
Also don’t be too sad
He not worth your tears
Let all the regrets stay at the raining road side
You chase in a lost journey before this
Next time don’t care about him anymore
He wrong not suppose for you to overcome
Leaving him is good but then very sad is okay
He actually not that perfect
Far a bit you will know the truth
Leaving him not equal your world will be bad
Maybe after that you still can fly
Don’t cry for him anymore
Don’t let him to control your sad feeling
When ever have a little bit of silliness and regret
Also don’t be too sad
He not worth your tears
Let all the regrets stay at the raining road side
You chase in a lost journey before this
Next time drunks for own self
Every love also very precious
His good you just put it in your heart
Remember there is a person
Who make you heart break
You smile can lights up the dark
No other thing is more beauty than yours
How many years after that think back him still have some feeling
Then in that time you will be nothing
Don’t cry for him anymore
Don’t let him to control your sad feeling
When ever have a little bit of silliness and regret
Also don’t be too sad
He not worth your tears
Let all the regrets stay at the raining road side
You chase in a lost journey before this
Next time don’t care about him anymore
Heartbeat.....
Want to fight with me
I have no time
Don’t know how to say sorry
I am not that smart
Hope we can go back our start
You cry again
I don’t know how to comfort you
I am shaking my head
Got a little bit regret
The loves start to build up
Is hard to go back
But also cannot step front anymore
But hard to control own self’s feeling emerge on chest
Two hearts can put how many question marks??
And Love makes us cry how many times??
Your eyes full of beauty
Bring along my heartbeat
You are nice and so near me
Bring along my heartbeat
From the start
Can you give me a second
Waiting which day
That you still remember
All those beautiful memory
^^yun^^love u all!!..!!
3.58pm
11th feb 2010
I have no time
Don’t know how to say sorry
I am not that smart
Hope we can go back our start
You cry again
I don’t know how to comfort you
I am shaking my head
Got a little bit regret
The loves start to build up
Is hard to go back
But also cannot step front anymore
But hard to control own self’s feeling emerge on chest
Two hearts can put how many question marks??
And Love makes us cry how many times??
Your eyes full of beauty
Bring along my heartbeat
You are nice and so near me
Bring along my heartbeat
From the start
Can you give me a second
Waiting which day
That you still remember
All those beautiful memory
^^yun^^love u all!!..!!
3.58pm
11th feb 2010
LOVE.....
Love make people very suffer
Could not find what’s meaning of loving each other
When have to step front
When have to give up
Even want to hug each other also can’¡
Just can accompany you until here
Because still got something cannot be
Our relationship more then friendship
But not yet reach in love relationship
Whether now want or not crying
Thinking too much is you or me
I very uncomfortable
And started to think
The person in front of me
Is it a real you??
Love make people very suffer
Could not find what’s meaning of loving each other
When have to step in
When have to give up
Even want to hug each other also don’t have the courage?
Love makes people become greedy
Until waiting become no reason
Now I know both of us
Can’t have any outcome
Put down the most beautiful memory of us and stop here
That is the love in this world¡
^^yun^^love u all!!..!!
3.58pm
11th feb 2010
Could not find what’s meaning of loving each other
When have to step front
When have to give up
Even want to hug each other also can’¡
Just can accompany you until here
Because still got something cannot be
Our relationship more then friendship
But not yet reach in love relationship
Whether now want or not crying
Thinking too much is you or me
I very uncomfortable
And started to think
The person in front of me
Is it a real you??
Love make people very suffer
Could not find what’s meaning of loving each other
When have to step in
When have to give up
Even want to hug each other also don’t have the courage?
Love makes people become greedy
Until waiting become no reason
Now I know both of us
Can’t have any outcome
Put down the most beautiful memory of us and stop here
That is the love in this world¡
^^yun^^love u all!!..!!
3.58pm
11th feb 2010
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