Elliott Yamin" Wait for You "

stupid drama^^haha

just watching a korean drama
quite a stupid couple
love each other but did not be together
for so long
but they sweet when they quarrel
haha
like that scene
what a great couple
why i still want to updated this blog?
i dont know

that day i know that my junior
will become the president
quite a shock
haha
but how also
i hope that next year they can improve also
for what ever they do i will pray for their happiness
this year
all the form5's
i hope they can achieve good result
they will not regret for anything they do

of cause i will pray for my family
hope my papa mama healthy always
my sister can get good result
and my brother very happy
and so all my friends happiness
i love them very much

at last too i wish him
he will always in my heart
although we doesnt be together
i will pray for his happiness
hope that he will be happy ever after
haha
hope so i do^^

but you are

i did not always first to send message to people
but you are
i did not cry because of others
but you are
i did not hurt myself because of others
but you are
i wont be cant sleep because of others
but you are
i will not become emo because of others
but you are
i will not want to online always because of others
but you are
i seems like crazy and happy but not to others
but you are
i wont wait for a person for so long
but you are
i wont think so long to talk to a person
but you are
i wont smile alone if happen anything
but you are

because of you many things seems like different
but i still waiting
i still hoping a chance that maybe wont happen
but how it will be also i will still wait
even you go anywhere that i already not there
my wishes still there
always
forever
i love you so much
bye <3

sakit hati

i miss you very very much
why do i need all these
i felt very sad
without knowing you
sometimes is good
is it?
i also dont know
i just dont know how to continue
my life without you beside me
i want to chit chat with you
all the time
but i blank when saw your reply
i scared
i want to know how far my gor say the things
is it real
or just a comfort?
i wanted to know
why are you still in my life
or maybe you will go away one day?
maybe
i just can wait for the things
that i dont know will t happen or not
i no place to say all this out
even tough
i dont know where i can tell it out
i can live without you?
i always ask myself
i quite hate myself
i want to go there
because of you
i hate myself to go there
because of you
i hope after this i really can study well
because i saw you
you are good
but im bad
in study maybe
you are always busy in your study
serious people
i like your smile
hope to tell you
but i scared you refused
but what ever happen after this
i just hope that i got a place to write out
thanks
i feel better know
after this i want to study well
i want to do the best
i will be happy one day with my partner
or maybe my partner is not you
but i hope i will be happy