給自己的情書

作詞：林夕　作曲：C.Y.Kong　編曲：C.Y.Kong

請不要灰心　你也會有人妒忌
你仰望到太高　貶低的只有自己
別盪失太早　旅遊有太多勝地
你記住你髮膚　會與你慶祝鑽禧

lalalala 慰藉自己
開心的東西要專心記起
lalalala 愛護自己
是地上拾到的真理

寫這高貴情書　用自言自語　
作我的天書 自己都不愛 怎麼相愛
怎麼可給愛人好處 這千斤重情書　
在夜闌盡處　如門前大樹
沒有他倚靠　歸家也不必撇雨

請不要哀傷　我會當你是偶像
你要別人憐愛　請安裝一個藥箱
做甚麼也好　別為著得到讚賞
你要強壯到底　再去替對方設想

lalalala 慰藉自己
開心的東西要專心記起
lalalala 愛護自己
是地上拾到的真理

寫這高貴情書　用自言自語　
作我的天書 自己都不愛 怎麼相愛
怎麼可給愛人好處 這千斤重情書　
在夜闌盡處　如門前大樹
沒有他倚靠　歸家也不必撇雨

lalalala lalalala lalalal
alalala x2 拋得開手裡玩具　
先懂得好好進睡 深古都攀過後　
從泥濘重到這不甘心相信的金句

寫這高貴情書　用自言自語　
作我的天書 自己都不愛 怎麼相愛
怎麼可給愛人好處
這千斤重情書　在夜闌盡處　
如門前大樹 他不可倚靠　
歸家也不必結語 我要給我#

王菲-給自己的情書

like to post in the mid night^^

have a message there
but not a message return
never mind
is consider normal
and already use to it
very long time ago
have a great conversation just now
with a brother^^haha
all of those advice is round and round
in the head
quite headache
haha
never mind
i just hope that everything will be alright
will everything will be alright?
just want to talk about something


time...
you let me know him
and now you make suffer
hope that you can help me to forget
but still not working??
maybe i am too stubborn about that
you make me happy
and upset
and emotional!!
but will be over!
right???
maybe................

Sad Beautiful Piano Cello music

真的有那一时的冲动......

好伤心的一天
从昨天
就想你
想到现在
还在想着
会永远吗？？
真的不敢相信.......

今天拿了papers
好差！！！
真的不相信
会是这样的成绩啊！
可是
这只是可以怪自己
没有好好的温习

可是怎么办呢？
我还是很伤心
第一时间
我只想到你
你让我伤心也让我安慰
虽然不需要你说话
但是
想着你
就足够了！！

很想现在就打给你
可是你都会不得空吧？
我不懂
为什么
我会这样

暗恋你的时间快要一年了
原来真的好苦啊
但是没有办法
只能默默的祝福你
永远幸福快乐！！
我虽然很爱你吧？？
哈哈
我会慢慢忘掉的
希望有那么的一天
能够忘记你啊！
我好想知道
其实
其实其实啦
你..............
有没有？？？

还是不说了
希望我不会让你影响我
不想让你影响也要有很大的决心吧？
我必须控制自己
不要在想你了
对吗？？？
你应该也会同意吧？？
好吧！！
我答应你
我答应自己
应该是这样吧..........
我会无后悔的加油！！
你要幸福啊！
HHHWYWYWYHHH^^

sentencesss

the day after tomorrow will be better
maybe?
i doesnt know is it possible
to let me get a good result
many things happen around me
i dont know how to talk about it
why always people that i loves
will not possible to be together?
why always those i just can be a friend with them
but they will wanted more?
why this things is getting so difficult
when we just want to rest our mind
many things or maybe problems
will all around our minds?
am i going right?
i just dont understand
why all these happen to me?
will i be the girl like what my friend told me today?
can i wait until that much of time?
i am getting older
hahaha
i will wait for that?
no?
yes?
confusing?
but what to do?
when you think the person is the only one
maybe the person is your only one
but maybe is not a person
who is forever for you
maybe that is correct
just hope that the relationship will not get confuse?
hurm...........
i just hope that i will be happy with mine?
will i?
i wont to fight for my stuff
i want to
i can?
many questions in this post
but that is me
i always asking this and that
just imagine a lots
maybe too much of this
just become better if things go smooth
i will pray for your happiness!!
i swear^^
i will^^
until i get one that is the best for me?
maybe
or else i will wait for you....
haha
quite stupid
but nevermind
thats me!!^^
love you

开心的一天。。没人懂

想post好短的一则
因为真的好想睡了
这是因为
他
的回信
就开心了
满足了
哈哈
真的好开心哦！
我会永远的守护着你
你一定
会幸福的
我一定要你幸福
你会吧！！
晚安^^

<3 <3 <3

我最亲爱的

很想知道你近况 我听人说 还不如你对我讲
经过那段遗憾 请你放心 我变得更加坚强
世界不管怎样荒凉 爱过你就不怕孤单
我最亲爱的 你过的怎麼样
没我的日子 你别来无恙
依然亲爱的 我没让你失望
让我亲一亲 像过去一样
我想你一定喜欢 现在的我
学会了你最爱的开朗
想起你的模样 要什麼错 还不能够被原谅
世界不管怎样荒凉 爱过你就不怕孤单
我最亲爱的 你过的怎麼样
没我的日子 你别来无恙
依然亲爱的 我没让你失望
让我亲一亲 像朋友一样
虽然离开了你的时间 一起还漫长 我们总能补偿
因为中间空白的时光 如果还能分享 也是一种浪漫
关系虽然不再一样 关心却怎能说断就断
我最亲爱的 你过的怎麼样
没我的日子 你别来无恙
依然亲爱的 我没让你失望
让我亲一亲 像亲人一样
我最亲爱的 你过的怎麼样
没我的日子 你别来无恙
依然亲爱的 我没让你失望
让我亲一亲 像过去一样

张惠妹 - 我最亲爱的 [明耀KTV] DVD

what should i do?

tomorrow start my trial
i still dont have any idea to study
today we have a practice
i saw
i just dont know why
i cant be happy always
will be emo also
is it because of
i also dont know
i just know that i cant do that
i really cannot bah
i just feel like im too busy thinking other thing
more than my stpm result
what should i do?
i also dont know la
just to write out what i hope to write out
i hope to write for you
i love you
still loving you
but i think no longer will be like that
i hope so
i very glad that i still loving you
i very sad and emo because i still loving you
i cant forget that feeling is just like
smile on the face and pain in the heart
i know is nothing you wrong about
just im the one who think a lots
a lots to think until im not ready for trial
i am so sorry to everyone that wish the best of me
because i cant be the best like
i just hope to finish it faster with no regret
i can do it bah???
b and y
maybe just hope that
you will be happy forever!!
i love yous!!!

leaving...

today my sister leaving kuantan to kedah
her university
UUM
i very sad because i not use to it yet
i feel very miss her
although she is not here just a second
i cried because i cannot
i still cannot be positive bah
but i will try my best
i know she go there is for study
is really normal i should be happy because of her success
but i still be unhappy sad emo because of the same thing
i will get better
did i?
i miss her too much
i cant even stop my mind
from thinking that my sister already go there
i just hope that i can finish my stpm faster
i also hope that i can do my best
with this kind of emotional feeling everyday
i hope thatthis feeling wont make me dont want to study
i hope that is not an excuse for myself
i can be happier than before
right?
i think so
i cant believe that although i feel like
sometimes
angry because of her
but i still love her
my sister
i cant stop thinking you are not beside me
for everything i do
i ask your advice
but no more for now
and what should i do to do the best way
for everything
i know i no need to worry a lots
you have to
because i still got mummy and daddy
but you are alone there
will you be fine?
can you handle?
sure la
just worried about
will you have free time to online and chat with me?
i write this post...
wont be able to finish it
because i am miss ing my sister in front of this computer
i hope you are happy there!!
and i hope i will be positive forever too here!!
i will do my best de!!
gayao bah^^