Sunday, October 17, 2010

Tae Yeon-if

만약에 내가 간다면 내가 다가간다면

manyage naega gandamyeon naega dagagandamyeon


넌 어떻게 생각할까 용기 낼 수 없고

neon eotteoke saenggakhalkka yonggi nael su eopgo


만약에 니가 간다면 니가 떠나간다면

manyage niga gandamyeon niga tteonagandamyeon


널 어떻게 보내야할지 자꾸 겁이 나는걸

neol eotteoke bonaeyahalji jakku geobi naneungeol


내가 바보같아서 바라볼 수 밖에만 없는건 아마도

naega babogataseo barabol su bakkeman eomneungeon amado


외면 할지도 모를 니 마음과 또 그래서 더 멀어질 사이가 될까봐

oemyeon haljido moreul ni maeumgwa tto geuraeseo deo meoreojil saiga doelkkabwa


정말 바보같아서 사랑한다하지 못하는건 아마도

jeongmal babogataseo saranghandahaji motaneungeon amado


만남뒤에 기다리는 아픔에 슬픈 나날들이 두려워서인가봐

mannamdwie gidarineun apeume seulpeun nanaldeuri duryeowoseoingabwa


만약에 니가 온다면 니가 다가온다면

manyage niga ondamyeon niga dagaondamyeon


난 어떻게 해야만 할지 정말 알수 없는걸

nan eotteoke haeyaman halji jeongmal alsu eomneungeol


내가 바보같아서 바라볼 수 밖에만 없는건 아마도

naega babogataseo barabol su bakkeman eomneungeon amado


외면 할지도 모를 니 마음과 또 그래서 더 멀어질 사이가 될까봐

oemyeon haljido moreul ni maeumgwa tto geuraeseo deo meoreojil saiga doelkkabwa


정말 바보같아서 사랑한다하지 못하는건 아마도

jeongmal babogataseo saranghandahaji motaneungeon amado


만남 뒤에 기다리는 아픔에 슬픈 나날들이 두려워서인가봐

mannam dwie gidarineun apeume seulpeun nanaldeuri duryeowoseoingabwa


내가 바보같아서 사랑한다하지 못하는건 아마도

naega babogataseo saranghandahaji motaneungeon amado


만남 뒤에 기다리는 아픔에 슬픈 나날들이 두려워서인가봐

mannam dwie gidarineun apeume seulpeun nanaldeuri duryeowoseoingabwa


If I go, if I go closer to you

I wonder what you may think, I can’t drum up the courage


If you go, if you go away from me

It is scary to figure out how to let you go


Perhaps, the reason I only look at you, like a fool,

is for fear that you may turn your face away, and

you and I may drift further apart


Perhaps, the reason I can’t say ‘I love you’, like a fool,

is that I am afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet.


If you come, if you come closer to me

I really don’t know what to do


Perhaps, the reason I only look at you, like a fool,

is for fear that you may turn your face away, and

you and I may drift further apart


Perhaps, the reason I can’t say ‘I love you’, like a fool,

is that I am afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet.


Perhaps, the reason I can’t say ‘I love you’, like a fool,

is that I am afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet.



^^yun^^

5.06pm

17th oct 2010

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

long time no see u blog^^

yesterday is my first time to become so tiring...
i was very bad in mood yesterday cause had no enough time to rest...
yesterday also go to school as usual...
but after school we, history student need to go UMP...
go there watch a competition...
the competition was great...
is a Pertandingan Pidato antara IPT 2010 that organised by UMP...
the prizes was so great!!!
RM5000 for the champion that get it...
the winner also great...
especially the malay girl that won the Bahasa Melayu category...
she can speak until she is crying...
is such a...touching...memoriable memory she get...
because of the competition that make she talk then get prizes...
is so proud!!!
actually i dint regret to go there...
my teacher that giving the chance for us to go...
i was happy and memoriable...

but after that event...
i get to school is already 6.30pm...
is quite late...
and i still have my tuition class on 7.30pm...
is such a rush day...
tired...fun...enjoy...haha
yesterday night i really exhausted...

hmm...
one day morning...
my mum wake up early in the morning...
she cook breakfast for us while we are still sleeping...
after that...
she wake us three time only we wake up...
that time is already consider late...
she no angry...
she still help us to pack our breakfast...
so that can eat in car...
when i saw the bread...
while im eating the bread...
i can feel my mum was so good...
T.T
i really want to cry on that time...
feel touching...
my mum...
from i born until now...
she take care of me...
always give the best things to me...
and now only i realize...
i am the girl with the most happiness...
but when i think back...
what i had done for my mum...
is nothing.......
i really sorry to her...
she was very love me...
and so me...
but what had done by her i really cant pay it off...
i will always pray for my mum's health and happiness...
she definately will be the most happy mother in the world...
i will remember my promise...
although no ones will realize this...
but i must remember it for the rest of my life!!!

i love u mama!!!!!!!!!!!!
sobz..............

Thursday, August 5, 2010

finish my first day exam in form6...

today is my first day exam in form 6...
it is my first exam in form 6...
i quite sad and moody today...
because i fail to know how to do...

is very hard course for me...
while form 6 is no assignment...
so it may be the most easier??
i still want to enter university...

which university is suitable for me??
i also dont know yet...
hope i can enter a best university...
that i can take my course...

hope so...........

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

exam!!!

now i am a form6 student...
i will facing my stpm next year...
and tomorrow will be my first exam in form6...
i feel like i already a long time no exam...

i am fear of exam...
i feel like crying...
i feel like only monthly exam also i will scared...
i feel like very sad scared...

because no one can help me...
even myself also cannot help my ownself...
how i continue my study with feelings like this...
anyone can help??

in form6...
i feel like form6 is not same as others public exam...
more scary then others...
so i need to start my study now...

i should not think about other things...
must make myself full of study stuff only!!!
must not care about other things
that are not really important first compared to study...

but is just this time...
i have to do a lots of things...
like...
school exam...
piano grade6 theory exam...
22th august dance performance...
soka gakkai learning session...
is just like cannot to make me just concentrate on study only...
am i need to stop all that just for study??

i heard people say before...
when we still young...
when teenage time...
we should do a lots...
to make us have all unforgettable memory...
learn everything when teenage...

so..............
what is the conclusion??...
have no idea??...
so................
any suggestions from you all??....
but actually make your life busy is a good thing...
you will never think a lots on something really make you headache...
and your life really will become meaningful...
and so you will learn a lots of things!!!^^
hope i will enjoy my busy life...
so to you all...

busy is really good...
dont sad...
surely will tired...
but must always take care of urself^^


^^yun^^
4th aug 2010
6.37pm

Sunday, July 25, 2010

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i am speechless...==

tonight the night was the worst night i have been go on...
i really cannot understand...
whole night is so messy...
mad here and there...
like crazy people...
what a stupid night...
i wont let that kind of thing happen again in my life...
i swear!!!
i dont know why...
i really angry tonight...
i very stress in the event...
i tought that i can not to involve too many inside...
but still have to...
because it is too messy...
i hate it...
then i do what i want to overcome that...

already a lots of things i am stress on...
him...
my study...
maths...
ekonomi...
sejarah...p.a...
dance performance....22nd august...
coming dance rehersal...1st august...
band...
family...
friends...
juniors...
money...
a lots la...
haiz.......
sad...

hope everything will be fine...

everything is really will be fine...
but the time needed is always very l0ng...
why???

can i know why??

...T.T...

Saturday, July 24, 2010

aiyoo...

many things happen in my life...

that i am very sick of!!!

i hate all that!!!

hope i can do something to change...

i miss him...

is really missing him too much!!!

until sometimes cannot breath...

but he will not know about it...

nevermind...

i wont be so that stupid anymore...

cause i dont want because of him...

my life broken...

i cannot like that

although i know that is just a while...

but at least i can go on with my life first...

i really hope

really really hope that

i can...

overcome...

it...

maybe it is not easy...

i suffer a lots already bring meaning that...

is not easy...

really...

i know that...

but goodluck to me la...

i learn a lots of things about relationship...

i should thx to him...

i know!!!

hope he will realise...

hope my life will be better!!!^^