im back t0 h0me f0r s0me cuti sakit...^^
i feeling well actually...
and i need t0 g0 bck camp on 13th may...
but im c0ming out on 5th june later...
s0...
i juz still have 3 m0re m0nths...
i l0ve it...
i wana c0me out fast...
c0z i wana study f0rm6...
i wana g0 study at usm t0 take music c0urse...
i definately can g0 right...
i was s0 happy dat i can overc0me de days in ns...
is n0t really bad actually...
i get a l0ts of frens...
dats true...
i h0pe dat i can oways keep in t0uch v all my frens dat i n0e in ns...
the m0st imp0rtant fren in ns dat i sh0uld remember is...
yen...she was oways beside me...
i t0ld her everything wen im in camp...
i was s0 happy t0 have a orang asli as best fren...
n0w ony i n0e s0mting ab0ut orang asli...
i w0nt f0rget her in my wh0le life time...i swear!!!
the next 1 is shujeng laa...
she very gud...
and we can talk t0 each other very well...
alth0ugh i dint tell all including my private thing t0 her...
but still i very cl0se t0 her...
bc0z she really go0d in being a fren...
we t0gether in camp...
wen she crying im beside her...
dats wat a fren sh0uld d0...
wen she al0ne...
i will find her...
dats wat i can d0...
everyone will ask me ab0ut my life in ns...
actually is n0t really s0 damn fun...
and n0t really dat bad actually...
s0 my answer will oways ok0kiey laa...
hihiz^^...everything i say i l0ve it...
c0me back h0me dy feel lik i miss my band damn much...
i was a bit w0rry ab0ut de band dis year...
i h0pe dat dey can overc0me their pr0bs...
i wana c dem t0 impr0ve in everything...
skill...
f0rmati0n...
s0ngs...
music...
sh0wmanship...
and unity to0...
i h0pe de c0mmittee dis year can unity is de m0st imp0rtant thing t0wards success!!!
h0pe dey n0e ab0ut dat...and d0 it laa...
dey sure can success wan...
must believe in my juni0rs...
chay0k lo0 2010 batch!!!^^
win in ur heart is de m0st imp0rtant thing...
dat means u all must satisfied wat u all d0ne f0r dis year in band...
dat already c0nsider win in band!!!^^
^^yun^^
10 may 2010
10.32am
Monday, May 10, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
^^
Getting far fr0m him...
is a go0d thing isn't...
i h0pe i can happy even without him n0w...
i sure can le!!!...yes!!!!
n0w.....
everyone busy g0ing study le...
quite sad de...
my fren g0ing t0 tarc...
leaving us...
actually is a go0d thing...
c0z she can continue her study...
but still will feel lik very sad...
c0z really leaving us dat we will n0t kn0w wen we can meet again...
but really h0pe everything will be alright...
i was happy t0 meet back my juni0rs yesterday...
i was happy t0 saw all dem...
but den it os0 will make me feel m0re w0rry...
bc0z yesterday heard dey say ab0ut de c0mp date...
i felt very w0rry ab0ut dat...
but still h0pe dey can really overcome everything in band...
let dem t0 s0lve all the pr0blems....
i believe dey sure can de...
s0..........
mgss marching band!!!
u all sure can d0 it de!!!
chay0k chay0k gambateh!!!^^
^^yun^^
29 april 2010
10.40am
is a go0d thing isn't...
i h0pe i can happy even without him n0w...
i sure can le!!!...yes!!!!
n0w.....
everyone busy g0ing study le...
quite sad de...
my fren g0ing t0 tarc...
leaving us...
actually is a go0d thing...
c0z she can continue her study...
but still will feel lik very sad...
c0z really leaving us dat we will n0t kn0w wen we can meet again...
but really h0pe everything will be alright...
i was happy t0 meet back my juni0rs yesterday...
i was happy t0 saw all dem...
but den it os0 will make me feel m0re w0rry...
bc0z yesterday heard dey say ab0ut de c0mp date...
i felt very w0rry ab0ut dat...
but still h0pe dey can really overcome everything in band...
let dem t0 s0lve all the pr0blems....
i believe dey sure can de...
s0..........
mgss marching band!!!
u all sure can d0 it de!!!
chay0k chay0k gambateh!!!^^
^^yun^^
29 april 2010
10.40am
Monday, March 1, 2010
please............my heart really pain til cant breath!!!
why every time i will feel the heart pain???????
i fed up lawhat i can do????
should i think again...but please la
dont want also go and think about him la...
but why i still will heart pain????
very pain did u know????
every time heart pain until i cannot breath...
i will die 1 day if i continue like this!!!!!
anyone can tell me????
i ask this question so many times already...
but not even 1 of my friends can really help me??
why?????
why should i have this kind of feeling??
i hate love??
i hate laa.....
what i can do to make me feel better??
i really dont know...
every time i tell my friend about my stupid feeling...
they talk to me and i feel better...
but why i just feel better for a while only????
i want forever in my life i feel better!!!!
if can...
want me to forgetor not even no who i love is the best...
maybe can give me some accidents??
let me forget everything that had make me suffer....
i love u????
what a stupid stupid feeling!!!!!
i dont love you ok????
but why i say that sentence i will heart pain??
why?????????
i dont want like this la...
i really want to hate you...
if not hate also nevermind la...
just friend la..
but why i cannot??
i also dont understand myself already.....
every time when i'm stop thinking about u...
i very happy...
i can smile whole day...
u....
i want u remember in your whole life...
i hate u...
i hate myself more!!!!
i cannot really say
i love u....
i hate u...
my heart very pain did u know??
is real pain...
like just now i mention until cannot even breath...
hye.............what i can do a?????
i fed up lawhat i can do????
should i think again...but please la
dont want also go and think about him la...
but why i still will heart pain????
very pain did u know????
every time heart pain until i cannot breath...
i will die 1 day if i continue like this!!!!!
anyone can tell me????
i ask this question so many times already...
but not even 1 of my friends can really help me??
why?????
why should i have this kind of feeling??
i hate love??
i hate laa.....
what i can do to make me feel better??
i really dont know...
every time i tell my friend about my stupid feeling...
they talk to me and i feel better...
but why i just feel better for a while only????
i want forever in my life i feel better!!!!
if can...
want me to forgetor not even no who i love is the best...
maybe can give me some accidents??
let me forget everything that had make me suffer....
i love u????
what a stupid stupid feeling!!!!!
i dont love you ok????
but why i say that sentence i will heart pain??
why?????????
i dont want like this la...
i really want to hate you...
if not hate also nevermind la...
just friend la..
but why i cannot??
i also dont understand myself already.....
every time when i'm stop thinking about u...
i very happy...
i can smile whole day...
u....
i want u remember in your whole life...
i hate u...
i hate myself more!!!!
i cannot really say
i love u....
i hate u...
my heart very pain did u know??
is real pain...
like just now i mention until cannot even breath...
hye.............what i can do a?????
Because Of You.......
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hardI've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cryIn the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
^^yun^^love u all!!..!!
1.59am
14th feb 2010
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hardI've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cryIn the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
^^yun^^love u all!!..!!
1.59am
14th feb 2010
Don’t Cry For Him Anymore...
You sure tired because already walk long
He wrong not suppose for you to overcome
Leaving him is good but then very sad is okay
He actually not that perfect
Far a bit you will know the truth
Leaving him not equal your world will be bad
Maybe after that you still can fly
Don’t cry for him anymore
Don’t let him to control your sad feeling
When ever have a little bit of silliness and regret
Also don’t be too sad
He not worth your tears
Let all the regrets stay at the raining road side
You chase in a lost journey before this
Next time drunks for own self
Every love also very precious
His good you just put it in your heart
Remember there is a person
Who make you heart break
You smile can lights up the dark
No other thing is more beauty than yours
How many years after that think back him still have some feeling
Then in that time you will be nothing
Don’t cry for him anymore
Don’t let him to control your sad feeling
When ever have a little bit of silliness and regret
Also don’t be too sad
He not worth your tears
Let all the regrets stay at the raining road side
You chase in a lost journey before this
Next time don’t care about him anymore
He wrong not suppose for you to overcome
Leaving him is good but then very sad is okay
He actually not that perfect
Far a bit you will know the truth
Leaving him not equal your world will be bad
Maybe after that you still can fly
Don’t cry for him anymore
Don’t let him to control your sad feeling
When ever have a little bit of silliness and regret
Also don’t be too sad
He not worth your tears
Let all the regrets stay at the raining road side
You chase in a lost journey before this
Next time drunks for own self
Every love also very precious
His good you just put it in your heart
Remember there is a person
Who make you heart break
You smile can lights up the dark
No other thing is more beauty than yours
How many years after that think back him still have some feeling
Then in that time you will be nothing
Don’t cry for him anymore
Don’t let him to control your sad feeling
When ever have a little bit of silliness and regret
Also don’t be too sad
He not worth your tears
Let all the regrets stay at the raining road side
You chase in a lost journey before this
Next time don’t care about him anymore
Heartbeat.....
Want to fight with me
I have no time
Don’t know how to say sorry
I am not that smart
Hope we can go back our start
You cry again
I don’t know how to comfort you
I am shaking my head
Got a little bit regret
The loves start to build up
Is hard to go back
But also cannot step front anymore
But hard to control own self’s feeling emerge on chest
Two hearts can put how many question marks??
And Love makes us cry how many times??
Your eyes full of beauty
Bring along my heartbeat
You are nice and so near me
Bring along my heartbeat
From the start
Can you give me a second
Waiting which day
That you still remember
All those beautiful memory
^^yun^^love u all!!..!!
3.58pm
11th feb 2010
I have no time
Don’t know how to say sorry
I am not that smart
Hope we can go back our start
You cry again
I don’t know how to comfort you
I am shaking my head
Got a little bit regret
The loves start to build up
Is hard to go back
But also cannot step front anymore
But hard to control own self’s feeling emerge on chest
Two hearts can put how many question marks??
And Love makes us cry how many times??
Your eyes full of beauty
Bring along my heartbeat
You are nice and so near me
Bring along my heartbeat
From the start
Can you give me a second
Waiting which day
That you still remember
All those beautiful memory
^^yun^^love u all!!..!!
3.58pm
11th feb 2010
LOVE.....
Love make people very suffer
Could not find what’s meaning of loving each other
When have to step front
When have to give up
Even want to hug each other also can’¡
Just can accompany you until here
Because still got something cannot be
Our relationship more then friendship
But not yet reach in love relationship
Whether now want or not crying
Thinking too much is you or me
I very uncomfortable
And started to think
The person in front of me
Is it a real you??
Love make people very suffer
Could not find what’s meaning of loving each other
When have to step in
When have to give up
Even want to hug each other also don’t have the courage?
Love makes people become greedy
Until waiting become no reason
Now I know both of us
Can’t have any outcome
Put down the most beautiful memory of us and stop here
That is the love in this world¡
^^yun^^love u all!!..!!
3.58pm
11th feb 2010
Could not find what’s meaning of loving each other
When have to step front
When have to give up
Even want to hug each other also can’¡
Just can accompany you until here
Because still got something cannot be
Our relationship more then friendship
But not yet reach in love relationship
Whether now want or not crying
Thinking too much is you or me
I very uncomfortable
And started to think
The person in front of me
Is it a real you??
Love make people very suffer
Could not find what’s meaning of loving each other
When have to step in
When have to give up
Even want to hug each other also don’t have the courage?
Love makes people become greedy
Until waiting become no reason
Now I know both of us
Can’t have any outcome
Put down the most beautiful memory of us and stop here
That is the love in this world¡
^^yun^^love u all!!..!!
3.58pm
11th feb 2010
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