dont know what to do...

you just tell me that im not alone
i feel like that too
when you told me
but in real life
im too stupid to believe in all those
i just too happy
until now im too lazy and too upset for that
i just hope that i wont be able to love you
why real life was so cruel to me
i had done wrong what?
i dont know
just what i need to do
what i have to do?
i dont really understand
just give myself a promise
i never cry for the first
but you
i cried
what for?
is just too hard to forget??
i dont know
how to face you anymore
i just need a lots of time
time maybe 10years??
or ++
i also dont know
facing you im emo
so damn emotional
but i dont want you to know it anymore
because all just need me
alone to overcome
no matter what
so just face it la...
what i deserve is just too bad to accept
fine...
i had give up on this kind of rubbish!!
crazy people crazy feeling!!