leaving...

today my sister leaving kuantan to kedah
her university
UUM
i very sad because i not use to it yet
i feel very miss her
although she is not here just a second
i cried because i cannot
i still cannot be positive bah
but i will try my best
i know she go there is for study
is really normal i should be happy because of her success
but i still be unhappy sad emo because of the same thing
i will get better
did i?
i miss her too much
i cant even stop my mind
from thinking that my sister already go there
i just hope that i can finish my stpm faster
i also hope that i can do my best
with this kind of emotional feeling everyday
i hope thatthis feeling wont make me dont want to study
i hope that is not an excuse for myself
i can be happier than before
right?
i think so
i cant believe that although i feel like
sometimes
angry because of her
but i still love her
my sister
i cant stop thinking you are not beside me
for everything i do
i ask your advice
but no more for now
and what should i do to do the best way
for everything
i know i no need to worry a lots
you have to
because i still got mummy and daddy
but you are alone there
will you be fine?
can you handle?
sure la
just worried about
will you have free time to online and chat with me?
i write this post...
wont be able to finish it
because i am miss ing my sister in front of this computer
i hope you are happy there!!
and i hope i will be positive forever too here!!
i will do my best de!!
gayao bah^^